You know that deep sense of NOT belonging that you probably felt growing up?
Yeah… I felt it too. According to the rules of this matrix.
I had every right to feel it. I was a victim. I was different. I didn’t speak the language. I dressed differently. I ate differently. I was weird.
I believed I was a victim. A victim to bullies, to sneers, rude comments, anti-Semitic jokes (yep I was the only Jew in elementary school).
And no matter what I did… I never TRULY felt like I belonged.
Even though I adapted, I changed, I had friends.
The work that I’ve been doing the last few years has been insane. I’ve opened new portals of my mind that I can’t close again.
And with that I now understand WHY I never truly “belonged” – at least in the way this matrix defines belonging.
You see, the word BELONG is coded. Everything we speak is in a code. BELONG = 1. What that means is that it is a part of TRIBAL CONSCIOUSNESS. All the 1s, 2s, and 3s are a part of this.
Now tribal consciousness isn’t inherently bad. Or negative. But we were NEVER meant to get stuck there. Which is why it feels awful trying to fit in, trying to belong, trying to prove something to your parents, going to a church whose principles you don’t believe in anymore, the limitations that society puts on us.
ALL of these things are a part of the tribal consciousness.
BELONG is an illusion. All illusions require a tremendous amount of power to create into reality (this is why you’re exhausted + sick). The illusion of belonging assumes you are separate from the whole. It assumes that you can’t be UNIQUELY you AND part of the whole.
Now, I’ll be honest. My jury is still out on whether WHOLENESS is the final state of being. But what I do know is that INDIVIDUALIZATION is a clear path to freedom.
((Side note: I use the word freedom to mean everything we want/desire/need)) And I know that because INDIVIDUALIZATION is also coded with a 1. ((mic drop))
Ok, here’s my point. You can NEVER have enough of something you don’t actually need. So trying to belong is moot. It’s a waste of energy. Because any time you try to change yourself for approval or acceptance you’re going further down the tunnel of ANTI-freedom. ANTI-INDIVIDUALIZATION.
You’re going the wrong way. Scoring for the other team (if competition existed).
Stop trying to belong anywhere but in your own mind, body, and soul.
That’s home. That’s where you’ll find true love, acceptance, approval, forgiveness, validation, worth. All the things you crave.
I’ve created a process around all of this (obviously).
The Seekers Society ladies will get first dibs at this new system of consciousness.
If you’re ready for FREEDOM let me know by sending the word FREEDOM to hello@dannayahav.com
This is only the beginning, my friends. And I am fucking PSYCHED! I hope you join me.